Be. Do. Have.

This weekend, I was guided by two beautiful souls through a journey in, out, around, and within myself while also walking alongside a group of amazing humans as they did the same. It's no secret that personal development is something I just can't seem to get enough of. And this weekend was full of discovery, growth, and SO MUCH PEACE.

Lataki Leadership Grounded gifted me with peace of mind and a true release from a heaviness that I have just continued to carry around, like a bag of rocks. There's been moments when I set that bag down, but without fail, I always picked it back up again. And each time I picked it back up, there may have been one or two less rocks, but being the efficient person that I am, I packed those bags FULL and they were still really f*cking heavy.

So now, today, I get to wake up knowing that I put down that bag of rocks and they disintegrated the moment they hit the ground. There is nothing left to pick back up. And now I get to just be, I get to exist in the world as I am, moment to moment, and not be the Amanda that I ended up being. I am not my thoughts and my thoughts are not my reality. I am free to be...whatever it is I want to be. And when I am being that, the doing and the having will follow.

For the past 19 years, I have been searching and waiting for a sign that Brett was still with me. I have begged him, "just show me that you're with me somehow, somewhere. Please." He never did. Or if he did, I wasn't willing or able to see you. This weekend, I felt him. I felt his hands in mine, and he also held the hands of some very important people in my life as he guided them to me and provided the space for me to say goodbye and let go. I'll share more of this in another post <3

My life looks nothing like it did a year ago, two years ago, three years ago. My life looks nothing like it did even a month ago. And maybe from the outside looking in, that's not visible, but I can promise you that there is so much more than the eye can see.

Anything is possible. Love, kindness, compassion, and the ability to just be with the human beings is beautiful. And I am forever grateful for every single person in this photo and the ability to say I love you and share a hug.

Be your stand, and be the possibility. Because when you're being that, you do all things that are in alignment with that, and as a result, you get to have anything you want. We get one life, that's it. And I'm creating it to be mine.